I’m Weird

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Wordlessly

Endlessly

Imagining

Roads to my

Dreams

I’m weird

So I’ve heard

I’m weird

So I’ve told myself

A strange little word we live in

Just as strange as I

A world so full of weirdness

Yet everyone is so caught up in the normal

So strange

So weird

And so am I

One could say I’m normal

Someone else could say I’m weird

Anyone could say I’m average

Another could say I’m insane

And to those people

I must say

You’re all right

Normal in a sense I’m human

Weird in a sense I’m not normal

Average in a way that I love weirdness

And insane cause that’s the average me

I’m weird

And I could say I hate it

But I just simply love it

Even if it is a little odd

That’s just me

Myself

And I

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A Dream Land in Which I Wish to Sleep in

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Pink firecrackers flash by me with excellent speed

With each and every step

I can hear the cosmos calling my name

Whispering

Wondering

A shooting star

A wish

“I wish to dream”

“And to keep going onward”

Downwards to the star gate

And into the fountain of milky ways

It gently pours onto my delicate figure

How sweet the taste

How intoxicating the smell

My senses in a daze

It seems even in my dreams

I’m already half way asleep

My eyes close

I step in

Deep into the ocean of galaxies

Just remember to sing the astronauts goodnight

As I slowly drift away…

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Colorful Demeanor

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I felt Purple

A dark and murky kind
With splotches of blacks and blues
I was covered head to toe

I felt Blue

I was alone
Yet the sky still shined down on me
Just like every other day
A blue that would run through my veins
Into my very heart
I wonder
Would I ever feel anything else?

I felt Green

Calm and yet not quite at ease
Soft grass cradled my broken mind
And spread across it
Into the cracks it went
Until it had grown into it’s own little world
Fresh fruit ripe for picking
Wild flowers grew from my finger tips
I was alive with so many
How could I ever be alone again?

I felt Yellow

A bright shining face came up from the horizon
It glazed over the meadows with it’s rambunctious colors
A bit annoying for my tranquil demeanor
But I guess after a while
It’s kinda grown on me
Yet as the sun sets
I see the coming orange cast over me

Then I felt Orange

The clouds once so pure
Now too many colors to count
Though the yellow must come to an end
The dawn of something even greater
Is too much to give up on this chance
To see all the colors of life…
I closed my eyes to sleep away the black covered air
And when I awoke

I saw Red

Red dripped from my arms
Why did it hurt so much?
Brown thorns burst out of the ground
I felt like it was ripping everything from me
Everything I once had…
Though what was it taking from me?
A tangle of weeds growing from my heart
Rotting fruit fell from my lips
I felt like my world was dying…

And then I saw White

The absence of color
The absence of anything
Pure and beautiful
White covered the earth in it’s cool blanket
My dirt covered hands were clean
The colors of life were slowly being washed away

And then I felt Love

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Somehow I’m still awake…

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I remember something so magical behind those words…

The brightness on my phone burns into my tired retinas

A glance up at the clock tells me it’s past midnight

In my mind, I’m still awake

In my eyes, I’m already halfway into my dreams

But to hear your words

Once again

I’m doubtful I could ever fall asleep…

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I’m in Love with a Ghost

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Do you know what to say to a ghost?

Each night I think of what to say

Each day I think of what could’ve been

Just to speak those words a little sooner

Do you know how to smile at a ghost?

Though it’s been so many years since we last met

I can’t help but cry

A beautiful friendship is what we had

And yet…

I gave it all away

Confused and depressed

I couldn’t think

Was it you who left me?

Or was it truly me?

How can you see a ghost?

When for most of your life you’ve been trying so hard not to

Every time I saw your face

I couldn’t believe it was you

Too many years had passed

I was too shocked and confused

Was it really you in there?

How can you say “I’m sorry” to a ghost?

When for most of your life that’s all you’ve been saying

“I’m sorry I left you!”

“I’m sorry I never spoke to you!”

I had so many chances

Such high hopes

To one day see you again

Maybe in heaven

Oh my dear friend

If I could just tell you one more thing

If I could just reach back into the past

And finally gain enough courage to talk to you once more

I’d hold you close in my arms

As my tears softly intertwine with yours

And I’d whisper silently in your ear

“I’m in love with a ghost…”

 

Dedicated to my best friend who died a month ago. I know it’s been a while, but I hope you know that I’ll always remember to keep our promise we made all those years ago, “I’ll never forget you.”.

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